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Thoughts of You

Dawn Thebarge Hill

1996

My mind races

Swirling like the breeze

Whirling maddeningly

Desiring only to be with you

The thought of not seeing you again

Rips at a heart torn asunder before

Neediness like none known

Ever before fills me

Seizing me in it's clutches

To see your eyes shining with love

Is all I desire

All I can think of

Desperation born of rash and forbidden love

Fills me

To the point that I am almost ill

Tearing at my soul

Pushing my mind to the depths of insanity

Madness like a razor slicing away at my self control

Until at last

I can stand it no longer

and must go to you

There on the bed where you have long been

while I sit, an arms length away

watching you in sleep